My Why’s and always been the why’s.
Many times I wanted to wonder and dig deeper the answers to my “why’s.” Whenever I feel like thinking for everything, trying to figure out the reasons and meaning for everything, I just cry and take my deep breaths. Tears fell and keep on asking “why?” Of all people, why I have to be on this struggles. Of all the sinners, why I have this life? I never have wronged anybody, why seems a bad karma attracts my flesh? These are some of those undending questions I have all my life. And the rest of them….? I have no courage to spell it here anymore. These are just the more negotiable thoughts to share.
Many times I feel sad, how could these things are happening to me?
Is it because I have the kindest of heart? Does the world need a ravaging heart to be able to outdo the sadness that may pester my thoughts?
Where is balance and justice to those who continue the unconditional love, the unending empathy, and the never ending soft-heartedness?
Can anyone please tell me what to do?
